Friday, May 21, 2010,10:40 PM
JESSICA :) + SARAH!
JESSICA :) please cheer up! D: it hurts all of us to see you so sad! :(
It seems like you're so distant that no one can hear or feel you anymoree . .
but THATS not TRUE at ALL! :)
You know, since my birthdays coming upp...
you could do me a MA-HASSIVE favour! :D
and guess what that is..? ;D
IT'S TO BE HAPPY! :)
we miss that beautiful smile of yours jess! and not the smile that makes everyone THINK you're happy, but the gorgeous smile when you TRULY are happy :D
that would really make my day :) really and truly!
It really sucks being lonely ,
it sucks being the outsider
it really does suck to see everyone having fun,
not noticing you,
while you cry a million tears inside D:
it sucks when you try to join in,
but no one accepts you
it really sucks! D:
BUT HOLD YOUR HORSES! CALM YOUR FALM! :O
jessicaaa! :) youre one of the most special people in the world!
i just wanted to sayy ..:)
THANKYOU for the times when you've cheered me up
THANKYOU for the times where i had you and no one else to turn to
THANKYOU for talking to me when i had no one else to talk to
and lastly,
THANKYOU for being my friend :)
THANKYOU for being there for me
THANKYOU :)
JESSICA,
you complete me, :D
youre the silver lining of my cloud
youre the gold at the end of the rainbow
you're my sunshine on a rainyday
you're my forever and a day :)
I only wish I could do the same for you :O
I wish i was the shoulder you could lean on when you're sad
I wish I noticed you when I was being a crazy laughing spaz,
I wish I was the one who always supported you no matter what
D:
sorrry. : (
but let's TURN A NEW LEAF!:) let's write on a blank page :D, let's start a new book! :)
be STRONG jessica! :) I will be thereee for you ,
if you ever want to talk to me - just give me a call! :)
( on my non-existant mobile -.-)
and if you think that your feelings could hurt me, THAT DOESN'T MATTER! aagain, i say, " YOU UNDERESTIMATE THE EMOTIONAL STABILITY OF LILYJOYCHAN! >:D "
jessicaa, and even if you don't believe that :)
well, I'll just have to let it heal :D
i loveyou ;)
SARAH
D: please feel better! :( I was pretty worried sick today ><>
i just wanted to say, ' NO BOY IS WORTH YOUR TEARS, YOUR TIME, OR YOUR PAIN :( '
He doesn't deserve someone as amazing as you - got it? D: sarah :) one day you'll find someone who truly appreciates you, someone who recognises you for who you are, someone who will treasure you forever :D
i really hope you do let go :( LOL , i know you :) " TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY! i'll start all over i promise"
dearyy, you said that last week. D: and the week before. D: AAANDD the week before :( it's pretty hard to get someone who you've been so intent on , i know :( i hate to see you feel so empty, so hopeless,
so disappointed :(
i just wish we could all turn back the clock, and tell ourselves " HEY, DON'T DO THIS! " but i guess that's just how we live our lives :) I'm sure, (VERY SURE SAH!) that something good will happen after this :) because, you may cry in the night, but remember, with the morning, comes with JOY :) (LOL - get it? :D tomorrow..joy.. me? ;D ..and happiness :D [ ok ok lame D:] )
you must feel so angry and sad as well D: knowing that the person has changed soo much :(
one day you'll find someone who will flow like the river :D someone who will place the stars in the night JUST for you, someone who will say " i love you " for forever and a day :)
muchluck and love sah!! :)
LILYSWITHYA ALL THE WAYYY >:3
